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For My Mum: Why... [May. 17th, 2007|01:02 am]

For My Mum: why...

when I was little I would always want to be with my mother. it was never for a good enough reason either. sometimes I will remember how after she would tuck me in at night I would call out to her "mommy....Mooommmeeeeyyy!" and she would come by asking me what it was all I would say is "I love you mommy" and that would be it. granted i would do that every 2 minutes after she left teh room and then she would tell me to sleep and stay quiet already. but even so i always felt like something bad would happen and that i had to stay with her for as long as i could.

that something bad did happen, almost a year or so later.

my mother had gotten into car accident (with me along tow(i was ok).) and had gone to the hospital to get her neck in a brace. that same day they did extra x-rays to see if anything else was wrong. what they found was a large growth inside of her.

My mother had died almost a year or two later, at the age of 42, of Cervical Cancer. this disease is genetic, being that her father had died from it at the same age and her two uncles died from it as well. the only person who did not seem to get it was her sister, my Aunt Nell. but being that my mother may have had the dominant gene coding of her father, I or my brother could have it next.

I am not upset by knowing that I could possibly die from the same disease. in fact, when i think about it, i am somehow calmed. which may be why i try to enjoy life to it's fullest with the friends that I gain. and why I never seem to bother in holding out grudges against people that I care for. and it also may be the reason why i try to find a love that is true. cause i may never know when it will begin to effect me.

because i know all of this; I try not to cry in front of people when i am sad, i try not to yell or raise a fist at someone, i always try to give a smile, and no matter what it is , I always say I'm sorry. because i am.

I'm sorry for being so nieve, I'm sorry for being so idiotic, I'm sorry for not listening and for not taking your word for it. I'm sorry for not telling you sooner, i'm sorry for telling you to much. I'm sorry for me and myself and anne.

now i know a many a person who has told me to stop saying "I'm sorry" all the time. the fact of the matter is that I can't. It's, kinda one of the things that my mother taught me. never forget to say I'm sorry, cause you may never get a chance to again.

she gives me creativity, she gives me freedom and peace. she lets me be myself, even when she wants me back in one piece. her love engulfs me like a warm spring air, and her punishment is the cold. and she made me who I am today, even if she isn't around.

and the best part is, she brought me to all of you. My friends. the people of whom I live and strive for. I love you all, and I wish you'll a wonderful life, and who knows? maybe we'll all meet again in the next, fate willing.

Thanks Mum, for everything.

~The Best Things in Life are Silly~

A.M.

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lost boys... [Mar. 21st, 2007|12:22 pm]
Come hold me now
I am not gone
I would not leave you here alone
In this dead calm beneath the waves
I can still hear those lost boys calling

You could not speak
You were afraid
To take the risk of being left again
And so you tipped your hat and waved and then
You turned back up the gangway of that steel tomb again

And in Mott street in July
When I hear those seabirds cry
I hold the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind

And in Mott street in July
When she hears the seabirds cry
She holds the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind

The spotlight fades
The boys disband
The final notes lie mute upon the sand
And in the silence of the grave
I can still hear those lost boys calling

We left them there
When they were young
The men were gone until the west was won
And now there's nothing left but time to kill
You never took us fishin' dad and now you never will

And in Mott street in July
When she hears the seabirds cry
She holds the child
The child in the man
The child that we leave behind



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hey...it's a great song, had it for years, and i donno this group just seems...to fit i guess...along with other things

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...huh.... [Mar. 14th, 2007|02:13 pm]
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Katsucon Aftermath, and how I may be just another pair of legs... [Feb. 20th, 2007|09:01 pm]
ok, now, time to update people on events past. namely Katsucon13~

ok, so everything went well i guess. except for the fact that I am making my relationship with Gabe even *worse* because i just can't seem to get the fact out of my head that I am still and might always be in love with and nothing is really changing that fact. not even after i talked with someone i care about as a friend about it and found out some interesting things about him.

now, let's see: friday morning was a good thing, we got to the metro and before entering the train station we helped a woman get out of her parking spot of which she was snowed into. though we were left waiting for Jin and Jonny cause they went to park somewhere else. huzzah...

went around the convention, felt good for a while. and yeah, had fun at the rave too..my jinggles were awsome.

saturday, haven't eaten much sugar and got into a depressed mode about random crap. mom, isado, etc...you name it...

didn't get to the rave that night until like...2:30...cause i was waiting for Lala to finish my corset. my outfit consisted of no pants just the juggles scarf and underware. and the corset. though i couldn't do a combo rave and belly dance cause if i did for a extended amount of time my nipples would have popped out.
earlyer that night gabe and jonny and i were talking, and they talke about what a fucking jerk isado is and etc, and i get sick of hearing it and I tell them both (pretty much yelled) shut the fuck up to both of them. and left the room later, ignoring gabe the most of teh night. am i a fucking dumbass or what?

gabe stayed in teh room that night cause he went early and got tired early on.

i told him to stay in the room and get some sleep. guess i should have asked him to join me, cause i had only a few people dance with me, but no one that i really wanted to dnace with...cause everyone was gone.
dance went on until...oh bloody 5 am.
left around 4.30 cause I was tired of holding my tits in my shirt. walked around, and found (or was found by) Ty. lovey ty...how i missed her. and my how she gave me some new little facts from her side of the battle...

aparanttly Isado not only Told ty that he still loved her, but he also told her that he "made a complete mistake" and that he "should have chose you over her" even after he told me more than once that he would still have chose me...
along with that he sent her a bloody long ass letter of how he loved her and wanted her back. and then asked her if she would like to hook up at the con...and when at that veryu dance that i was late to she told him "fuck off" he turns right around and in her words "starts "air humping" a narutard girl"

I guess lala was right after all, all he does is go after anything with legs and the right reproductive organs. and gabe keeps telling me that he is only wanting to live life for the moment, and not want to grow up and get a clue, and that this is obviously the fact that because he hasn't found anyone. he will turn around and try to get back what he knows, either me or ty....

and this didn't help with my depression around that point.

so i went back to the room, tired and hating it all (with a half asleep jin on my shoulder) and went to sleep.

sunday comes and i'm depressed in the morn, bvut then i take lala and gabe with me to explore the last remains and i'm good, untill I go home. argh....

and yes, dispite all of the facts that were put in front of me, I still love Isado like i did when i with him the first few months he and i were togtether.


and so now I may be making a big mistake but yaknow what I have no idea what i want in my life anymore out of anything!
gabe and I are on a break now. though this does not mean that he and i can't see each other, I just need to clear my head again. cause i donno who or what I want. I hope that it'll be him that I am with in the end cause honestly, he is the one i should be loving 24/7. and he is always there for me and I hate to see him suffer like this when my head is in the ass of god-knows-what. he deserves better, and I hope that it is me...

(to be cont.)
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Jealous [Feb. 8th, 2007|10:46 am]
[Current Location |in my dark corner with a candle lit for you...]
[Current Music |Sinead O' Connor]

this song ment a lot to me then...and means even more now.



and to think I was able and may still be able to sing liek this wonderful woman...

...now I can't even stand to hear it in my head...
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let the frizz flow... [Jan. 25th, 2007|11:30 am]
[Current Music |MasterPlan: Sail On]

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............what an interesting week!!!
::Anne enters the room inlaseing her corset and ending the 2nd level on Ice World in GB Kirby's Dreamland2. she turns off the GBA and sits down::

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ok, such an interesting week has passed, that I must tell people o.0 amazing!

lets see, last week was the first week of classes. at first i had more than enough credits to make sure that my father kept his job. and i was quite confidant in my selection. since I had finnaly passed math, i felt that I should take a break from it and focus on something that is more important to me, english and writing. along with that my classes towards my major, painting 1, continuing chorus, and applied music - voice. that sunday night i was comfey with my situation, that was until my prof. called my phon and told me something about the voice lessons that i did not want to hear.
in order to take this class, I would have to not only pay the entrance fee through the college, but also the teacher a fee of 600$ up-front.
yes, now you see my issue. but i was not the only one who was ailed by such problems, so was my friend/brother Jin/Sano. he was also taking the chorus, voice, nd painting classes with me. he himself is on a tight enough budget as we speak, because of that fact that his job has no real use for him until spring comes round, so he is currently broke. the fee wasn't gonna fly with us, so we had to find something diffrent, and fast!
but as we lookd through the cataloge, we noticed the Phys.Ed. Classes. and we saw a class that seeemed not only with enough credits, but fun! and that class is Bowling! considering the fact that you have to take at least one phys.ed. class in order to transfer out of the college this worked for us. so we switched the classes and went the next day.


as we waited for the instructor, we found my friend Racoon (natalie) reading a book in the lobby. Racoon is a gal that I hae loved since i met her in high school, and it seemed that i was now not the only one who loves her. Sano seemed inteersted in her as well, and still does. and since racoon is usually closed to the worldy affections of men, this is a big step for her heart. I am happy for both of them, though we have no idea where this will all lead, i'm sure things will turn out alright in the end whatever happens. I'm just that hopefull n.n

other than that, I suck at bowling because of my random moments of total stage fright. if i am in a large group of people and i know only 2 of the persons residing within said group, I freak. yes sad sad, oh well...

along with all of this your dear Anne has been expiramenting with diffrent photoediting/arts softwares, and along with that a few new hair styles. for example: hair curler and charcoal/chalk coloring, undone brades with stamp art, and french brading. I have also just finished a new hairstyle that includes about 3/4's of my hair. I will have photos up soon but until then you must wait! or you can just go to my myspace, which i will post up at the end.

so yes things have been going well thus far, in two weeks Simterra will take place, after that katsucon, and after that a new job and place to hold too. and thus far I am doing quite well in all of my classes. in fact I am currently in english class and have just gotten a review slip from the people who read my def. essay on "Insanity". and apparantly I made enough sence to them on my writing that they gave me no suggestions for improving it. huzzah! I feel special! even for one moment!

in any case, I must go for the lovely Silver and Katie are still in the student lounge, and I miss them greatly. I hope everyone has a nice rest of the week, I will see you again soon!

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::she sits back taking up the slip of paper with review comments on it and smiles. she then logs off and heads towards the student lounge, with a satisfied twinkle in her eyes::

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ATTENTION! The WTF Files has been put into MYSPACE form! because of high demand in our daily lives, making a website from scratch right now is too inconveniant for the five of us. so we have desided to create a myspace account with the WTF files and gain material so that when the time does come for the website, we will have plenty to place in!

so please! if you have currently a MYSPACE account, search for display name " The WTF Files" and friend us! and if you could, message us about things that happened in your life that made you go "WTF?" "WTH!?" "...gah wha?" and etc...

if the search does not work then go to this link here:

-will add link soon-

and to find me on myspace:

www.myspace.com/31675260

have a great week people!

~Anne/Mizuki


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another day hurray.... [Dec. 26th, 2006|04:07 am]
[Current Location |On to o' the world]
[Current Mood |WEEEE!!!]

Anne- ::as she sits down at the laptop, which still seems to be the only workable computer at the moment, gives a long yawn as she signs into Livejournal.:: ahh lets see, what should i write...considering that I haven't written much for....a while - -  
::sighs and add's her title, and begins to type::
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Huzzah, it's christmas again....

and just as quickly it appeared, it left upon the winds of change.

well, I can only say that I was glad that I didn't want much for xmas, cause i knew that some things that I wanted, hell all of them, would never be mine.

I asked for (if at all) for the following

  • the Wii
  • a DS Lite (consiering that mine is close to dying, even though i'm gonna keep it anyway)
  • DS Game(s) of my choise
  • to not be alone again for christmas


well....what I got... was the following

  • A hair curler
  • a flanal shirt...in a discusting light purple
  • 3 turtle neck shirts...light light pink, light purple (like the flanal) and purple
  • a bed mattress warmer
  • toe socks
  • shiny necklase...with pink center peice
  • Ipod travel stereo
  • itunes 30$ perpay card
  • washable suede jacket

....meh, i likes (except the pink stuff, i sware that they're trying to turn me full pathetic girl -.-) but what can ya do?

though I did get some awsome things from other people too, like gift cards, manga, cookies, and an Art Book on Hana to Yumi n.n that one is my favorite
so yeah I guess this was a good xmas.
I wanna hear about everyone else, what did you guys get

...oh, and don't worry about/mindmy tone in this journal. I've just been going through a rather Xmas bores me phase. and have been for about a month...or two....i donno.
argh....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anne- ::lets out another pleading yawn as her eyes start to water from the release of breath:: ugh....please....let something happen...now.....

Mizuki - :::as if on que, she walks in with a grin of maximum purportions on her face, holding a freshly printed paper. the context of such paper are unknown::

Anne- ::glances up at Mizuki, raising an eyebrow:: ahh--

Mizuki - ::she then screams with such a pitch that anne took her ears so that they would not bleed:: 

I PASSED ALL OF MY CLASSESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

::she then thrusts the paper into anne's face:: 

AND MY CURRENT GPA IS A 4.000, AND MY CUMULATIVE IS 3.111!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anne- ::takes the muflers off of her ears and smiles:: thats great! and you thought you wouldn't make it...

Mizuki- considering that i almost barely turned in my final portfolio for english, and that I thought i wouldn't have passed my math final again!

Anne- ::chuckles:: just goes to show...there can be miracles.

~Blessed Yule Everyone

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! THEY HAVE HANA-KIMI IN TAIWAN!!!! IN LIVE ACTION!!!!

...the dude who plays Sano (Quan) is HOT! ^_^

here is what is my fav eppy in manga and show! 

situation - Sano and Mizuki are hanging out in their dorm when Nakatsu and the others barge in with alcoholic drinks. everyone but sano has some, because sano is a compleate light-weight when it comes to alcohol. the guys even say that when he is drunk, he kisses Everybody. the party goes on until the others (besides Mizuki and Sano) fall asleep. Mizuki is still drinking (shit she/he can hold her/his alcohol) and sano begins to clean up the room as Mizuki puts blankets over the other three on the floor. as Sano is cleaning up he finds a cup with what he thinks is water, but is gravely mistaken wen after he takes a drink he finds himself very tipsy, and Mizuki right in front of him. let us see ^_^

for more questions as to whet they are saying Just post ^ ^



Merry Christmas

From Sano, Mizuki, Nakatsu, and Yiji ^ ^

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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2006|01:12 am]
[Current Location |Twilight's Ending]
[Current Mood |at peace]
[Current Music |Dante's Prayer]

 
For everyone that I know and love dearly,

Have a Blessed Yule and wonderful beginnings forever.


Blessed Be

@~~~
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New Phoneage!!! [Dec. 3rd, 2006|04:21 am]
Ok, People!

I gots myself a new phone (Gabe's old one) and It works so nice ^ ^

my only problem, My old one was so messed up, that I wasn't able to transfer my Contsacts List onto this one! >.<

so Please! I need numbers! i lost everyone's numbers and I need you people to Post to this journal or whatnot so that I can get them back.

if you want on/off my contacts list then let me know this as well in this posting mkay?

Love yall lots

~a.m.
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Of Larps and Cheetah Boys Missed! and of Thanksgiving day ahead... [Nov. 21st, 2006|07:19 am]
[Current Location |somewere between sleep and death]
[Current Mood |pine fresh vagina]
[Current Music |Ask Jack- Eppy One (Vermillionworks.com/vp/)]

::from a dimmly lit dorway you hear the frustrated sounds of finders to a keyboard or two, along with a few clicks of the mouse . after a few short moments a large desktop is launchedout of the room followed by a cry of anger, along with a few...colorful words::

....WHY YOU STUPED *(^*&%*& I'M GONNA %)(&&&&^% RIP YOU TO ^(&(&%*&&&% PEICES!! YOU &^*^(* *#*#*$^%& (*^@#^*()*& YOU %(%*&% &**)$@%%#^ I'M GONNA %^()&^%#%%** AND THEN I'LL ( $(%*^&^%*&*  &%^^$^%$^ 

....@*#*%#

::emerges from the room, her hair in bits and strings as she ajusts her apperance for the viewers:: forgive me for my  rudness, my computes are just...not working for me....


ok, I know that bearshare.com has it's perks, but to get the music that I really want, I would have to sell my soul or something!

ugh....computers...the only persons who understand them better than i do are my bf and my friend who bloody built his computer from scratch -_-, how i envy you both...

in other news, LARPNESS!!! oh holy day of days! it was a wonder....that is if I got to go on more bloody MODS >.<

ok here is the whole highlight of teh events:

once arrived we are told teh goblins are attacking the city walls, simple enough. except that most of them were BLOODY GHOSTS!!! so as we killed goblin after goblin some of them phased in to take a kill...but ended up dying, but it asn't helping us...

.....::takes a microphone to his ear:: WE COULD HAVE REALLY USED YOU AT THAT POINT ISADO-SAN!!!!!!!! ::lowers microphone:: bloody cheetah -.- of all teh days....

anyways! so after that mod there was the Farms-under-attack MOD that both guilds went on. we took on some sort of alpha-trolls or something the entire time cause these monsters regenerated in less than 20 seconds! i mean, hells I even almost died on that mods, if it weren't for the nearby contractor being able to restore limbs and life! ugh -_- wonderful...

but all and all we got paid, and saved a few lives,  and that's what counts. 

but, saddly after that there were no other mods that my guild could go on. cause the bloody kings had them all already! i mean regian isn't so bad if you get to know her, but still, give me a break!

so yes, as i lounged in the tavern (whilst Gabriel was tested by the other four knights for higher ranking outside) Gypsys happen by, and who should be with them...Valentine! aparantly she belonged to a gypsy family. huh, who knew...

so the elder woman , Omah, told fortunes to three people; Patches, Riply, and some elf chick i can't remember her name.

oh yes, Patches....oh god am I glad i met this character on this event, from how i've been feeling for teh past...who knows how long...i could have used something like a laugh. and he got more than that out of me n.n.

in any case, later that night the GM's recruted people lying around for an NPC job. Bandits apparantly.

we were suposed to keep captive a plant-ent mushroom...yes you heard me...a mushroom...and all of us were to die and the plant-ent be saved. but becase gabe was with us...and he doesn't like losing, we all desided that instead of giving him up so easy, we kill it if it comes to it. though bob (the mushroom) and luke (later replaced bob cause of loss of glasses on bobs part) did't like it, gabe did it anyways.

though it was a good plan in all for us to win on, it didn't make Misha and Drew very happy...no sirry. so they did a whole re-write on the mod ending. ah well...

it was fun being a bandit, seeing as how I got to try out some sneek-attack skills on people. though i found out a few things:

1) it's pitch dark, and I can't see crap unless by the dim light of a street lamp across the street a few 40/50 yards away. and even then i still can't freggen see!
2) when you can't see, you tend to...run into things....such as trees...or saplings....or even pines that are your size, yet are so bendable that you run right. over. them.
3) not being able to tell what is water and what is a hold in the ground really, really...SUCKS!

ok, so i ran into....oh say 10 trees that entire mod. and i made at least 3-5 kills. so i was proud of that. but what i still hated was that i got crotch smacked by at least 10 trees/bushes/saplings that entire time. one of them in fact i ran into so fast, that by the time i stopped, it was already halfway bent under me, so my only choice was to keep going, and get pine fresh sent in my crotch.

...mmmmm....pine fresh vagina....how wonderful...

that and i fell backwards into a ditch trying to find the others at the near end of it. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

speaking of weee...the nintendo Wii...oh my god...

yes I have seen it and played it...holy crap i jizzed myself ><

and yes, AUSA was this weekend, sad, I wanted to go too...go to the raves and see how they were (laura&john were gonna pay for me after all) but i desided not to. even on sunday i couldn't get up the strength to go. one part was because of the event, and another was cause...well yeah..I'm going broke now...

see...I now have to pay 90$ for the house to be cleaned every other week...yeah, don't say it..I know, I'm an idiot.

in other news, it's another uneventful thanksgiving! no relitives, save one uncle who isn't even remotley my family. but I hope I feel better by then.

ok, It's like....almost 2 in the morn and my insomnia and paranoia have presented in the worst fashion. well thats one thing that I picked up from Sheldon    thats all i can type for now without killing myself dying at the keyboard  sleep. so I shall go

Anne Likes it when you post, yesssss

PS (to a certain Cheetah boy): MISAH AND DREW ARE PREGGERS!! A MINI-GM IS BEING GROWN AS WE SPEAK!! HUZZAH!!

thats i all

Ask Jack exerp-

"Dear Jack, whats it like to have Vallov follow you everywere?"

Jack - Well to tell the truth, it was kinda creepy at first. but then it was like having a dog...
::glances over to his left:: a really really Big Dog that loomes over everybody
::Vallov is seen standing next to him, jack grimmises:: would you get out of here?!
::dog wimpers are heard as Vallov leaves with a frown::

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.....arghhh.....DEMON PENIS SWORD OF DEATH! [Nov. 13th, 2006|05:59 pm]
yes yes, I now have an evil penis sword. fasinating. ok, my friend Jin and I when to Robs this weekend because I needed to make myselkf two swords for my combo-charge attack, and Jin is gonna be a sneek fighter so he needed to make some daggers. and I have heard Rob talk about how he finds it difficult and frustrating about how he tries to teach people how to make good weapons in general. though I think there was an exception with Jin and myself. we ended up being fast learneres, along with me getting the idea on some points in making my swords. the strange thing is, even though he says that the second one usually ends up nicer than the other, my first sword looked just the way that I wanted both of them to. though it seems that my second cone tip was too wide as I thought, and ended up sqwishing down so that it looked like a penis head. wonderful, oh the jokes can be seen comming from here. later that night after my mums birthday dinner, we went back to his place to finish the hilts. then we did a bit of sparring. god i think i suck, I get tired to easy it seems, and you woulkd never guess after seeing what I have to control half of every day of the work week. but on a good side for me, Rob says that I did pretty well in trying to find diffrent ways to approach an enemy. he says it was better than most people he saw. or...something like that. i donno, i still think i need more practice. so I'm gonna see if I can make it a regular weekly excersise to spar with rob. it's acytually fun, that and I think Jin should join us n.n in other news....please shoot me. <<see more in greatest journal, kinda....need the release for people who know what has happened a while back and how I am right now about it.. Love to all ~A.M.
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YARRR! [Nov. 6th, 2006|05:56 pm]
[Current Location |I'm dying but I think I'll live n.nU]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |Falling for a Witch]

YARRR! I RETURN!!! _hack- *cough* with another illness

thats right my dears, I may be back for now, but it's only because I missed you all to much. -cracks neck- oooooohhhh, that was goooooooood.

anyways! down to bussiness:

Katsucon! is comming soon. my Arcangel and I are thinking of getting a room for the weekend starting on thrusday night till sunday morning/afternoon.


and I need people who are going that will need a room. now I am gonna ask you Laura and Jon cause ultimately, what would a room be without the two most simmilar looking/type o' couples rooming together.

also Ty! I am dragging you weather you like it or not! and bring you sexy-man! I like him!  he amuses me XD, ok that was bad...ANYWAY!

so yes people! post to me or something in responce to this! and if you already have a room and would like to invite us then that will suffice for the kitty as well n.n

alright! the patient has been spotted and must flee to saftey! an--OW!!!

...every get that feeling where you wanna sneeze, but then it soakes back in and leaves a veeery painful holdback pain? I just got that for the third time this morn.

ok ok! I'm gone! take care my loveys! I will post again soon!

P.S: no report on my old thumbdrive, Rob says his father is working on it and I may or maynot get my files back in one piece...pray that I do!

Love to all
~A.M.
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Remember, Remember... [Nov. 5th, 2006|12:17 pm]
[Current Location |marz]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |Governments Should Be Afraid Of Their People - Dario Mariane]

HAPPY GUY-FAWKES DAY


Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...
 

Love to all!

~A.M.

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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2006|11:00 am]
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NEW UPDATES!!!!

http://anne-marlow.greatestjournal.com/

I LOVE YOU ALLL!!!
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I LIVE!!!! for now [Aug. 29th, 2006|07:09 pm]
updates and a Twist! details at 11

http://anne-marlow.greatestjournal.com/

be sure to read the one below the current one first. thank yew!

~A.M.
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2006|12:41 am]
New Stuff New Stuff!!!

http://anne-marlow.greatestjournal.com/

enjoy ^ ^

~A.M.
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...I LIIIIVE!!! [May. 11th, 2006|12:24 am]
Updates have been made:
http://anne-marlow.greatestjournal.com/

and hey! check me out at MySpace.com people! same things and same persona, only more customed ^ ^ and if you don't have one then sign up already, and if you already are: ADD MEEE!!!! X3

love forever

~A.M.
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(no subject) [Apr. 11th, 2006|09:44 pm]
hello: update has been made, I just haven't told you cause many things have happened between the times of posting and such.

anyways! here's the link enjoy!

http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/anne_marlow/11046.html

enjoy

and also I am updating right now. and please post fi you have a killer instinct among you.

love all

~A.M.
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2006|10:19 pm]
enjoy my new update

it is filled with splendor of PMSing anne. joy to me.

ehh you kno wteh link, if ya cared to save it.

~a.m
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2006|01:57 am]
Updates made, Enjoy teh sqweeness:

http://anne-marlow.greatestjournal.com/

love to all! ~A.M.
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